45-year-old Image2. - Fall 1977.

45-year-old Image2. - Fall 1977.








** Fall 1977, 45-year-old Image2. -
My age then 17 (Born at 1960)

For more than 2 years after attempting to kill myself through RH-787(rat poison) of uncommon high toxicity that the authorities concerned gave to each home in the farm villages as a way of Kill-Rats Campaign at the time, I was going more and more to death slowly and miserably and thoroughly in an awkward condition either without living or without dying within the room.

The RH-787 that I chose to kill myself November 1977 had a characteristic far different from any other kinds of rat poison. The peculiarity of RH-787 is that 'it makes the poison-eater’s body itself dying slowly and thoroughly as time goes by.' It was a rare and uncommon rat poison carrying the attribute unique only to RH-787.

If it is any other rat poisons that you might took and survive without dying, then later you have a better chance of your body to be restored.
Different from other rat poisons and agricultural chemicals, however, this rat poison labeled RH-787 was a rare rat poison carrying the following attribute that, even if you might had survived at the time of taking poison, it made you die miserably by ruining all the functions of your body step by step as time goes by.

Due to the developed property of RH-787 after attempt to kill myself, I too was treated in the hospital at first. For 2-3 months after being discharged, I thought I'd be restored if only I try--even if I might not worry about the later days. Actually, for about 1 or 2 months, my physical condition was not too bad.

But starting from a few months after leaving hospital, my body turned into the body that had to lie on the bed even when I ate meals.

Text Volume III-P.9